Hate consumes me
   i search for release
   time is the only answer
   My conscience weighs so heavily
   on my soul so heavily
   I will continue alone
   share nothing
   Pierce my eyes
   dreams i only wished for
   secrets never anyone elses
   Careless and pointless
   followed the temptation
   to the wrong destination
   deflection of the truth
   staring back at me
   strength under the sheets
   decisions make themselves
   forget to love
   no feelings
   they will never come
   this will never fix it
   it will never fill the moment