I've been irreverent to the power controlling me
  It's like a force coming down hard on me
  When in a war with fate you learn to lose
  Give me the sun the clouds are on the way
  In on a guilt trip for a holiday
  Coming apart the pieces all need glue
  
  It's a shame the voice of reason faintly falls astray
  Insane with all the seasons seeing shades of fall in May
  
  Now all I can do is lay on the bed I've made
  If I'm reborn or given another way
  I would resolve and take what I'm given
  Or I'll never find the forest for the trees
  I'd only reach out for the burning leaves
  Without a cause or the faith to pull me through
  
  It was heaven that filled the grave
  You swallow the pill and pray
  It's coming around today
  Seeing shades of fall in May